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uuuuh. for friends only.
yeah okay.
i'm lazy to upload the damn banner.
its 4am and im not going to school today.
comment to be added.
(yeah whatever. no one's going to comment, i bet.)
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[06 Feb 2007|09:34pm] |
( the worst ever. )
*maybe there are some boys who are so egoistical. anyway. im crushless WHOPEE. dateless. WHOPEE. and and. what can be worse than that? :]
HEY.
watch me on the following dates:
1. feb09(friday) @XAVIER. volumED. with hardcourt.
2. feb12(monday) @POVEDA. indak pinoy. with freshmen and hardcourt.
3. feb16(friday) @POVEDA. enciende. with hardcourt.
4. feb18(sunday) TBA. NCC elims. with hardcourt.
5. feb23(friday) @DASMARINAS. freshnight. with freshmen hardcourt.
6. feb25(sunday) @ULTRA NCC finals. with hardcourt.
yay :]
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[03 Feb 2007|08:09pm] |
okay.
( january 26 )
( january 30 )
( february 01 )
( february 02 )
( february 03 )
thank you to: mel, maica, apple, kim, caasi, ella, noelle, and camille. MY ATENEO FAIR GIRLS. jb, gabby, gabe, patze, mark, mark, don, rafael, rafael's friend, martin, and julio MY ATENEO FAIR BOYS. all my teammates NUFF SAID. my family for the WEDDING. and ina :] for making the day so much better :]
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listen to: the alamo is no place for dancing; the scene aesthetic. i think i'm going to cry :(
and for a heavier "OMG LOVE SUCKS" and "IT PIERCES MY HEART" song, listen to: will you ever learn; typecast.
kthxbi.
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[23 Jan 2007|09:45pm] |
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january 19: i totally missed out when chicosci played in saguijo :< it was danko's gig in kolumnbar as well. i asked mico to freshnight. and fuuuuck. he said he wasnt sure. :< wtffff. (if verb was here he would say "its like your saying what the fuck fuck fuck fuck)
january 20: AC fair. DC bashed me. what a bitch. I got to watch chicosci. and omggg. miggy gave me his band bracelet. <3 he also asked for my name and then he said "i love you too maia". and then he sang sexy back. :)) ohmigosh then mong danced to my love :)) then when miggy asked the ac girls who played the night before, they said "the bloomfields" and i couldnt resist but to scream "you are so much hotter than the bloomfields" and miggy said "you are so right" :)) then some ac girl fought with me over the bottle miggy chavez drank in. he held my hand again :)) ah what a moment. he even touched my camera. <3 yay. haha. ohmigosh. i asked luigi to freshnight and he said he didnt know kasi he was going to ask permission pa AMP. then verb said na he said that cause he just got out of a relationship and he was still hurt. buuuut im not looking for a relationship. demmit.
january 21: family day. omg can i just say.. ROB PORTER :)) krispy kreme cam-whoring c/o daddy les! :)) omg, i saw richard gutierrez <3 daddy les took a "paparazzi" photo of me pretending to open richard's PORSCHE hahaha.
january 22: i got diarrhea. god knows from what. :(( theeeen to make things worse, fever :(
january 23: i didnt go to school today. well i did, like dismissal time for training and english folio duties. :)) i only ate 1 banana 1 egg 1 saland and 1 soup the whole day
KBYE.
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| rave part choo. |
[13 Jan 2007|11:30pm] |
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< rave >
ohmigosh RAVE PART CHOO.
thank you ateneas for one hell of a night.
let me name a few people:
joshua - my date! thank you so much for everything. if it wasnt for you. this wouldn't happen.
marquis - i like you, you're funny :)) uuuy, donna :p
josh - you crack me up. period.
mark - you were and still are high.
mico - i think you are awesome. even without the bassist of chicosci telling you.
patze - for always giving the best compliments.
makki - for the shirt, and being so nice.
katwo - for telling me you love me and the photos. and even if people left. i didn't because that's how much of a fangirl i am.<3
jep - im not sure if you are jep or you were kidding but i think you are a great synth-player. :))
miggy - for holding my hand. telling me you love me. signing my arm. and taking photos with me. i loooove you. this is too good to be true. <3
SO YES. all of my friends ditched me.. buuut its okay. i had an awesome time with awesome people. thank you joshua for everything. i had so much fun <3 and uuuh. miiiggyyy. i<3 youuuu. sorry luigi and mico, didn't see you play. oh and some band called trouble spots covered 99 red balloons which by the way is a PINK SALAD DAYS song. bitch. anyway i'll post photos soon. when photobucket isn't a bitch anymore. ahhh i love today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOLO BUTCH :]
..and advance happy birthday MIGGY. <3 :]
< /rave >
you bitches should have went grr. thanks marielle, cara, and arielle who went also :]
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since photobucket is pissing me off, photos of gifts received won't be shown. use your imagination, and be creative of how these gifts look like :]
( gifts! )
FOSHIGATTY, thank you. so much.
i feel crappy because i gave crappy gifts.
i feel crappy because i was a bad girl during the afternoon of decmeber 24. you cannot imagine what i did. and ehhh. >.< i think i'm going to hell. anyway merry christmas again, loves! :]
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[26 Dec 2006|11:00pm] |
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( thank you: )
thank you for giving me the most luminous and crimson year i've evaaaar had. without all of you, i'd probably be in the famous asylum in mandaluyong right now. so a huge huge huge thank you to all of you.
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| my anchor, my tentacles, and my shift. |
[17 Dec 2006|05:46pm] |
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since im so messed up right now, i want some change.
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nicked from samanthaaaa.
WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME MEAN?
A : You like to drink
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to drink.
E : You are dead sexy
F : Damn Good Kisser.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You're loyal to those you love.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbeliavably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O: awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Fuckin crazy.
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
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N : You like to drink.
A : You like to drink
Z : Always ready.
A : You like to drink
R : Fuckin crazy.
E : You are dead sexy
N : You like to drink.
O: awesome kisser.
i like to drink, always ready, i like to drink, fuckin' crazy, i like to drink, awesom kisser, dead sexy, and did i mention, i like to drink? WAAAH.
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[16 Dec 2006|02:27pm] |
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to you, boy in blue.
i'm not sure if what we did was right or not.
how about HER?
how about ME?
do you know how many beats my heart skipped when you held my hand?
do you know how many stars i saw when you had your arms around my waist?
do you know how much last night meant to me?
that one moment when we were sitting down,
you were holding my hand,
my head resting on your shoulder.
tell me if its me or her.
you very much know how much i don't like getting hurt. we talked about this from the very start.
i've known you for four months now.
those days we shared.
those walks we took.
i was so happy being with you under the rain.
but why do i feel like what i did was wrong?
i know i slightly rushed it a bit, but now i'm ready to slow down.
that kiss. that one kiss. what was that kiss?
that time you were going after me, and i was avoiding you.
you should have seen the tears mixing with the alcohol.
those tears thinking that i'm just a rebound for her.
those tears thinking that you were just playing around.
those tears. those tears. what were those tears?
will i have to push you away like i did to them?
tell me now, or never tell me all,
because what happened, happened,
and i'm sure of what i feel,
and i'm ready to face the consequences,
because i know i will always have that night.
that night i will always have.
that night when there was nobody else.
that night, you and me.
always, me.
take your pick, fiction or not?
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[30 Nov 2006|12:51pm] |
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I'll take that long road home with you. We thought we were in love. Is this where we begin? Don't you leave me alone again because you're more than my friend. You give me that one reason just to breathe. ♥
( fueling the fire, tonight )
it's so quiet here with you. will you let me touch your hand for a change? please don't go now. you give me that one reason just to breathe. Fueling the Fire Tonight. <3
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the one in the lj-cut is mine.
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[29 Nov 2006|10:28pm] |
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I told you "I am so. Ugh."
You asked me "Why?"
I don't know I feel blah.
I can't seem to insert the words.
I'll stick to pronouns and and interjections.
Stay where you are.
We're coming unglued.
What am I going to do without you?
The nights are getting warmer again.
I let you go, I let you in.
goodnight. you're my secret bestfriend.
(i know i'm not. that's why it's a secret.)
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[18 Nov 2006|11:45pm] |
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i am in denial.
yes.
i thought you knew.
this is what makes me feel this way.
i can only result to pushing you away.
that is what i'm good at.
when i've had enough,
i'd run away,
i'd push people away,
ALWAYS away.
we're the same side of a magnet,
no matter the effort
we still go our separate ways.
yes.
i am in denial.
goodnight.
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[25 Oct 2006|03:20pm] |
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i could not resist your hair full of sex.
didn't we make a promise?
i thought we'd cut our hair together.
should we go on our fridate wearing hoodies?
i think i can't.
i feel like devastacia; but i'm diamante.
i'm not making sense am i?
i hid under the covers as soon as the clock hit 6.
i thought i would never wake up.
never breathe again.
it felt like time stopped.
and i was gone.
but i awoke, with the smell of cotton candy
i was back, under your bed
the carnivale had begun.
hello, ringmaster. i missed you.
dont you cry tonight, there's a heaven above us baby. don't you cry, tonight.
where's the kryptonite hiding?
it's sucking all my superhuman might.
[delete]
i feel empty.
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[13 Oct 2006|05:23am] |
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CAUTION: this entry is full of rave.
( rave starts here )
Rave ends here. Oh and Teddy, I GOT TO MOSH! a bit. BUT STILL GOT TO. And I got my report card. Mom said it was good. bleh. whatever.
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crappy.
predatory. XD
goodnight.
